Post by Lance Falcon on Mar 29, 2010 0:34:44 GMT -6
[glow=green,2,300] [Special message just for P-X forum goers: I've wanted to make a thing like this for ages. I know it seems random, pointless and inane, just like my original stint here, but I do mean every word of recognition I speak of in this, and I do, infact, love you all, my Comrades. You've all ennobled me to mature into the young man I am now, and the person I will be in a couple short years. Also, the section of quotes from my old fics almost killed my Microsoft word.] [/glow]
I suck at intros, as anyone who’s read any of my crappy stories knows, so let’s just drop right into this; it’s a full Moon tonight. Now, if I were a Japanese anime character (Female, more likely), full moons would make my face all squishy, ill proportioned and my face’s blush and people who drew hentai would have fan art of me being sodomized in the moons light, but I digress – I just love the moon. It’s not only a symbol to the American people but to dreamers everywhere, that there are things that seem impossible but can be reached, and no matter how much light pollution I EVER see in the this country/world, I can always make out the shining full moon at night.
So that’s my justification for writing this little rant here. Now, keep in mind I acknowledge most of my rants on deviantART carry a strange feeling of finality that could, read in the wrong context (Though based on previous actions in my life from years past) imply I’m suicidal, which, as I’ve stated before, I have not been for a good year. Defiantly.
Anyway, I was browsing the Pokémon-X forums (Pokémon-X and its creator, Recon Dye, are for the win, hard core, yo.) this evening and I looked back at some of the older topics I posted in years ago, around my birthday in ’05. This was . . . I believe a little before the “bad years”. Living with my grandparents, suicide attempts and…well this is a rant for another time, but I was coming up on some hard times. It wasn’t pretty.
I used to be such a douche, reading these comments I once made. Here’s one of my favorites from the Pokémon-X RPG topic, regarding some annoying guy who’d joined, albeit, somewhat paraphrased because I could not find the original post when typing this: “I can’t wait till recon bans u uVfucked up genius”. But the one I just found while looking for that one is even better; “ARE YOU SAYING IM A STUPID NOOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LISTEN HERE I SAID THE WRONG THING GOD BUT YOU DONT NEED TO CALL ME STUPID OR A NOOB!!!!
Yeah. I was frickin’ stupid. Anyway, I was like . . . eleven or twelve? Hell, I don’t know. What matters is I was how I was. Now, I had a home here, though. I fell into my niche in the forum and made friends, and while some of those friends I have not spoken too in a blue moon, I will always consider them my friends, and like I blast my friends ears off whenever I can, “I love my friends almost most than anything”.
So I roamed this forum a good while. I posted and made my annoying voice heard. At some point, Recon, the guy who runs the comic and forum, used his admin powers to basically back hand me and tell me to grow up. At the time, I think I just kinda whined about it (Due to Recon cleaning up the servers, a lot of these old records have been lost to memory only.). Anyhoo, I also at this time, was just getting used to the internet. I was a dick to Tom at Twokinds, and I was a troll on the Exterminatus Now forums (Which ended fast, primarily because Lothar is fast with a banhammer, and that forum wasn’t as fun as P-X.). Now, on a side note, I’ve, well, “noted” Tom on deviant ART about a year or so ago, apologizing for being an asshat. He replied, kindly, as I almost didn’t expect him too, and said it was okay and made me feel a tad better. I recently sent an email to Lothar to do the same, but I doubt he got it, let alone opened it. Doesn’t matter, I guess, but the sentiment is there that I tired.
So, at some point I kinda disappeared from Pokémon-X. Please realize all these events are in hardly any chronological order in this little . . . rant, so don’t think I just compiled an accurate biography. I really haven’t, not yet. So I eventually moved on to some other stuff, primarily Net Battle clan forums I got introduced to, again, thanks to Banov on Pokémon-X, if I recall, posting a topic about the once popular and infamous game. It was a good time. I won’t talk about most of that here right now, because I’m in the process of reconnecting with these people from those clans and that game, and its part of that strange rant I posed about me wanting to rebuild forums. (My own, and a once great hub of people.).
The point of these tangents I call paragraphs is to show that I was maturing. Not only due to events in my personal life, but in my online life. I can personally thank Banov and Bigboy1234 on P-X for getting me into writing fan fiction (Even though, and let’s face it, I never stick with a project, and none of my dribble is ever any good.) thanks to their awesome works of art. (Banov’s Amazing Pokémon Adventure and Gangs of the Pokémon World. Respectably.) I guess part of my obsession for Pokémon and wanting to do epic Pokémon stories comes from this comic series, Pokémon-X, its forums, and these two awesome guys. I miss y’all, and I owe them an email, each, at the very least.
Now, I post this here, and I will be on P-X as well, because, well, for a long time I’ve wanted to post something on P-X to apologize for all the poo I slung in my Monkey-shine days, and to thank them, all of them, my Comrades in life, for helping me become the human being I am, and hope to further improve upon. Daveshn, (We never actually really talked, now that I think about it, but I still respect the guy.) Recon, Banov, BB, Bobtherandomguy, Rick, in some sick and twisted way, MJC, and probably some more I am sadly forgetting to mention.
Thanks, ladies and gentlemen of Pokémon-X. I love you.
But there’s more to why I am writing this right now. I suppose it’s out of respect for the literary work of BB, Dave, and Banov, which I really do admire, but it’s also out of respect for that whole board. I can honestly say meeting Recon Dye in person was one of my happiest moments in life and I really wish I hadn’t been so tired my second (And last) day at AX.
This board is just one of many in the world, but it was one of few in shaping my being. Way to warp the minds of the young, Master Dye. ; 3
So, then we come to the part of my life I wanted to do when I was a child, and growing, but didn’t really pursue in many tangible forms until this board, thanks to some people I keep repeating.
Writing. I love it. I suck at it, but I love it. Now, someday I’ll compile all my available notes and thoughts about all of my writings and add in my own commentaries and stuff, like why I have started some projects, and stopped, why I never got anywhere with some, and why my most epic and overwhelmingly difficult piece has been, about 95% erased from any tangible form of existence. My first story was a fan fiction, a Pokémon fan fiction. This story, like many of my stories, started out simply on a single, sugar drunken whim. This was September 3rd, 2005. “Wall the Movie”.
Now, as of writing this, I am currently looking at only the date of when I made this. I am afraid, literally, to scroll down. Now, the whim that forced this monstrosity out of my minds birth canal was when there was a discussion on the P-X board about something . . . I think it was related to what we think will one day happen. I said something about Wally wanting Groudon, painting it green, and then using it to make the Earth nothing but . . . well, Earth. No water, as that’s how Groudon rolls. Like a pimp. The reason for this being the Earth’d look greener from Space. Someone (If I recall, Banov, though this might be me just using his name for the hundredth damn time) said it sounded like a cool idea or something along those lines. All I know is I immediately responded with something like the following “DERP AND NOW BECAUSE I AM SO COOL I’M GONNA MAKE A FREAKIN’ STORY. DERP”.
Mm-hmm.
So I made “Wally the Movie”. I’m going to scroll a tad down and look at this – hold on.
Oh my god that was crap. Let me copy and paste the first part, it sums up the rest: Dayone:The jerk, the chick,and the nerd...I mean artist.
Location:The yard in front of the house...
Time:2:30 pm
Wally:I wonder if I will ever meet new people....
MEANWHILE COMING UP YHE STREET:Breandan:Are we there yet may...
May:Would you shut up and stop asking me that!!!
Breandan:But im hungry...!!!
May:Whining wont get you anywhere neer your dream...lets ask that convieneotly placed green headed boy where we can get some grub....
lanceblitzrep3:The plot begins....I think?
God had left the building, at this point I think. Imagine bursts of posts, pretty much just like this, multiple posts. Not just one big one. And that’s after the stupid intro post. I even had a character enrollment topic just because Banov’s and I think BB’s had one. FML, amirite?
I wanna take a couple seconds here, though, to point out Demonic Chocobo CLEARLY encouraged me, like the foolish fool he foolishly made himself to foolishly look: “Wow...that was actually funny...hard to read, but funny...(The last part)”
(He’s regarding the…third post, of this train wreck, that I got to admit, is kind of silly funny.)
Meanwhile@the rocet base
Giovanni:is the artifial wind machine ready?
Sientist:yes sir we will catch Raqaza soon...
G:Is the plan B weapon ready?
Sientist:Metal Gear(tm)?no sir...Liqud Snake keeps trying to kill his brother with it.
G:DAMNIT!!!
Derp.
So, I’m going to close that and move on to one of the other travesties I made, “Gary the Rivalry” which I’m not even going to bother with. Imagine a young, fatter me, deciding, only SIX fricking DAYS after this crap fest that was . . . that OTHER fiction, to make another. Again, not going to bother, but I basically, if I recall, based this taking place after Banov’s fiction, BAPA. Keep in mind BAPA was probably not even half way through yet, therefore, not even finished.
After that, I think, and hope, I stopped, as I cannot find many other posts by me in the fan fic section…though, got to laugh how there’s NINE PAGES of my crappy story. Awesome. Ironically, my last act was saying I’d update a month or two and Dave said he looked forward to seeing how my skills improved. Maybe when I write my new and still untitled Poke-fic, I’ll dedicate it to him for being optimistic about something I made. After the crap I’d shoveled out onto the forum. What a trooper.
Now, something to quickly note before I move on, is there is infact a third story in the Pokémon-X fanfic section, by me, called “Burden”. I posted this in ’07, surprisingly. Now, again, I did this on a random whim and again, regret doing so. I’m too afraid to open it, or look at the comments it received since I forgot about it the night I wrote and posted it. All I know, is that Banov was the third to post on it, and that the story was made after my epic work had previously been destroyed, my sugar levels had raised because of Mountain Dew Halo 3 Game Fuel, and the song from the Epic fail [dot] org website was involved.
Someday I’ll read these stories, and posts made by people, and issue another apology, and some explanations. For right now, I am sorry, but this is a wall I’ll tackle later. I am sorry. Also, one last bit, I posted the first chapter of Epidemic on Pokémon-X but I just removed it because I only want my Poke-fiction there, and because no one commented. Zombies belong on my dA anyway, I guess.
So, I have wasted a lot of your time here, and I guess, as always, I want to wrap this up before I waste more. But, I want to make something perfectly clear, and that is in my time, now, of having my personal life, “real life” as some would call it, in a pretty good balance, and I try to return to my old hip pads of the online world, I will always love and respect those I’ve met and called my Comrades on the Pokémon-X forums. I love all my friends, but them, they got a special reserve in my heart. With my senior year of high school next year, and the fact I can’t wait another year to get these feelings out there, I want it, again, made explicitly clear these people are the reason I know a space comes after a comma. That bumping topics is bad. Spam is bad. What the hell “The pot calling the kettle black” means, and that anyone called MJC is a cockbite and his soul wanders the internet eternally to this very day. And that Fanfiction is, rarely, but sometimes, even better than the original product or I.P, and that it has helped me in my fan works, and original ones, and anytime you like something I wrote, you can thank the people on this amazing and awesome forum. . .
And if you hate what I write, and can’t express it in a legitimate form of criticism like these awesome folks can, then GTFO.
Semper Fi.
Love and Waffles to Banov, "BB", Bob, Dave, Rick, Demonic, Recon, that chick who I hit on when I first joined but tried to bail out of it by saying I wasn't and she kept changing her name and I now have little to no recollection what it was but I think it had something to do with Vaporeon and/or her being the inspiration for the character "Rei" in BAPA an he name almost always featured a Tilda you know that squiggly thing above your Tab key (~) yeah that one, MJC (His trolling made me giggle sometimes.), Raz, (Best Best Buy clerk ever) and anyone else who I have forgotten! I owe you all a beverage of your choosing.
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I suck at intros, as anyone who’s read any of my crappy stories knows, so let’s just drop right into this; it’s a full Moon tonight. Now, if I were a Japanese anime character (Female, more likely), full moons would make my face all squishy, ill proportioned and my face’s blush and people who drew hentai would have fan art of me being sodomized in the moons light, but I digress – I just love the moon. It’s not only a symbol to the American people but to dreamers everywhere, that there are things that seem impossible but can be reached, and no matter how much light pollution I EVER see in the this country/world, I can always make out the shining full moon at night.
So that’s my justification for writing this little rant here. Now, keep in mind I acknowledge most of my rants on deviantART carry a strange feeling of finality that could, read in the wrong context (Though based on previous actions in my life from years past) imply I’m suicidal, which, as I’ve stated before, I have not been for a good year. Defiantly.
Anyway, I was browsing the Pokémon-X forums (Pokémon-X and its creator, Recon Dye, are for the win, hard core, yo.) this evening and I looked back at some of the older topics I posted in years ago, around my birthday in ’05. This was . . . I believe a little before the “bad years”. Living with my grandparents, suicide attempts and…well this is a rant for another time, but I was coming up on some hard times. It wasn’t pretty.
I used to be such a douche, reading these comments I once made. Here’s one of my favorites from the Pokémon-X RPG topic, regarding some annoying guy who’d joined, albeit, somewhat paraphrased because I could not find the original post when typing this: “I can’t wait till recon bans u uVfucked up genius”. But the one I just found while looking for that one is even better; “ARE YOU SAYING IM A STUPID NOOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LISTEN HERE I SAID THE WRONG THING GOD BUT YOU DONT NEED TO CALL ME STUPID OR A NOOB!!!!
Yeah. I was frickin’ stupid. Anyway, I was like . . . eleven or twelve? Hell, I don’t know. What matters is I was how I was. Now, I had a home here, though. I fell into my niche in the forum and made friends, and while some of those friends I have not spoken too in a blue moon, I will always consider them my friends, and like I blast my friends ears off whenever I can, “I love my friends almost most than anything”.
So I roamed this forum a good while. I posted and made my annoying voice heard. At some point, Recon, the guy who runs the comic and forum, used his admin powers to basically back hand me and tell me to grow up. At the time, I think I just kinda whined about it (Due to Recon cleaning up the servers, a lot of these old records have been lost to memory only.). Anyhoo, I also at this time, was just getting used to the internet. I was a dick to Tom at Twokinds, and I was a troll on the Exterminatus Now forums (Which ended fast, primarily because Lothar is fast with a banhammer, and that forum wasn’t as fun as P-X.). Now, on a side note, I’ve, well, “noted” Tom on deviant ART about a year or so ago, apologizing for being an asshat. He replied, kindly, as I almost didn’t expect him too, and said it was okay and made me feel a tad better. I recently sent an email to Lothar to do the same, but I doubt he got it, let alone opened it. Doesn’t matter, I guess, but the sentiment is there that I tired.
So, at some point I kinda disappeared from Pokémon-X. Please realize all these events are in hardly any chronological order in this little . . . rant, so don’t think I just compiled an accurate biography. I really haven’t, not yet. So I eventually moved on to some other stuff, primarily Net Battle clan forums I got introduced to, again, thanks to Banov on Pokémon-X, if I recall, posting a topic about the once popular and infamous game. It was a good time. I won’t talk about most of that here right now, because I’m in the process of reconnecting with these people from those clans and that game, and its part of that strange rant I posed about me wanting to rebuild forums. (My own, and a once great hub of people.).
The point of these tangents I call paragraphs is to show that I was maturing. Not only due to events in my personal life, but in my online life. I can personally thank Banov and Bigboy1234 on P-X for getting me into writing fan fiction (Even though, and let’s face it, I never stick with a project, and none of my dribble is ever any good.) thanks to their awesome works of art. (Banov’s Amazing Pokémon Adventure and Gangs of the Pokémon World. Respectably.) I guess part of my obsession for Pokémon and wanting to do epic Pokémon stories comes from this comic series, Pokémon-X, its forums, and these two awesome guys. I miss y’all, and I owe them an email, each, at the very least.
Now, I post this here, and I will be on P-X as well, because, well, for a long time I’ve wanted to post something on P-X to apologize for all the poo I slung in my Monkey-shine days, and to thank them, all of them, my Comrades in life, for helping me become the human being I am, and hope to further improve upon. Daveshn, (We never actually really talked, now that I think about it, but I still respect the guy.) Recon, Banov, BB, Bobtherandomguy, Rick, in some sick and twisted way, MJC, and probably some more I am sadly forgetting to mention.
Thanks, ladies and gentlemen of Pokémon-X. I love you.
But there’s more to why I am writing this right now. I suppose it’s out of respect for the literary work of BB, Dave, and Banov, which I really do admire, but it’s also out of respect for that whole board. I can honestly say meeting Recon Dye in person was one of my happiest moments in life and I really wish I hadn’t been so tired my second (And last) day at AX.
This board is just one of many in the world, but it was one of few in shaping my being. Way to warp the minds of the young, Master Dye. ; 3
So, then we come to the part of my life I wanted to do when I was a child, and growing, but didn’t really pursue in many tangible forms until this board, thanks to some people I keep repeating.
Writing. I love it. I suck at it, but I love it. Now, someday I’ll compile all my available notes and thoughts about all of my writings and add in my own commentaries and stuff, like why I have started some projects, and stopped, why I never got anywhere with some, and why my most epic and overwhelmingly difficult piece has been, about 95% erased from any tangible form of existence. My first story was a fan fiction, a Pokémon fan fiction. This story, like many of my stories, started out simply on a single, sugar drunken whim. This was September 3rd, 2005. “Wall the Movie”.
Now, as of writing this, I am currently looking at only the date of when I made this. I am afraid, literally, to scroll down. Now, the whim that forced this monstrosity out of my minds birth canal was when there was a discussion on the P-X board about something . . . I think it was related to what we think will one day happen. I said something about Wally wanting Groudon, painting it green, and then using it to make the Earth nothing but . . . well, Earth. No water, as that’s how Groudon rolls. Like a pimp. The reason for this being the Earth’d look greener from Space. Someone (If I recall, Banov, though this might be me just using his name for the hundredth damn time) said it sounded like a cool idea or something along those lines. All I know is I immediately responded with something like the following “DERP AND NOW BECAUSE I AM SO COOL I’M GONNA MAKE A FREAKIN’ STORY. DERP”.
Mm-hmm.
So I made “Wally the Movie”. I’m going to scroll a tad down and look at this – hold on.
Oh my god that was crap. Let me copy and paste the first part, it sums up the rest: Dayone:The jerk, the chick,and the nerd...I mean artist.
Location:The yard in front of the house...
Time:2:30 pm
Wally:I wonder if I will ever meet new people....
MEANWHILE COMING UP YHE STREET:Breandan:Are we there yet may...
May:Would you shut up and stop asking me that!!!
Breandan:But im hungry...!!!
May:Whining wont get you anywhere neer your dream...lets ask that convieneotly placed green headed boy where we can get some grub....
lanceblitzrep3:The plot begins....I think?
God had left the building, at this point I think. Imagine bursts of posts, pretty much just like this, multiple posts. Not just one big one. And that’s after the stupid intro post. I even had a character enrollment topic just because Banov’s and I think BB’s had one. FML, amirite?
I wanna take a couple seconds here, though, to point out Demonic Chocobo CLEARLY encouraged me, like the foolish fool he foolishly made himself to foolishly look: “Wow...that was actually funny...hard to read, but funny...(The last part)”
(He’s regarding the…third post, of this train wreck, that I got to admit, is kind of silly funny.)
Meanwhile@the rocet base
Giovanni:is the artifial wind machine ready?
Sientist:yes sir we will catch Raqaza soon...
G:Is the plan B weapon ready?
Sientist:Metal Gear(tm)?no sir...Liqud Snake keeps trying to kill his brother with it.
G:DAMNIT!!!
Derp.
So, I’m going to close that and move on to one of the other travesties I made, “Gary the Rivalry” which I’m not even going to bother with. Imagine a young, fatter me, deciding, only SIX fricking DAYS after this crap fest that was . . . that OTHER fiction, to make another. Again, not going to bother, but I basically, if I recall, based this taking place after Banov’s fiction, BAPA. Keep in mind BAPA was probably not even half way through yet, therefore, not even finished.
After that, I think, and hope, I stopped, as I cannot find many other posts by me in the fan fic section…though, got to laugh how there’s NINE PAGES of my crappy story. Awesome. Ironically, my last act was saying I’d update a month or two and Dave said he looked forward to seeing how my skills improved. Maybe when I write my new and still untitled Poke-fic, I’ll dedicate it to him for being optimistic about something I made. After the crap I’d shoveled out onto the forum. What a trooper.
Now, something to quickly note before I move on, is there is infact a third story in the Pokémon-X fanfic section, by me, called “Burden”. I posted this in ’07, surprisingly. Now, again, I did this on a random whim and again, regret doing so. I’m too afraid to open it, or look at the comments it received since I forgot about it the night I wrote and posted it. All I know, is that Banov was the third to post on it, and that the story was made after my epic work had previously been destroyed, my sugar levels had raised because of Mountain Dew Halo 3 Game Fuel, and the song from the Epic fail [dot] org website was involved.
Someday I’ll read these stories, and posts made by people, and issue another apology, and some explanations. For right now, I am sorry, but this is a wall I’ll tackle later. I am sorry. Also, one last bit, I posted the first chapter of Epidemic on Pokémon-X but I just removed it because I only want my Poke-fiction there, and because no one commented. Zombies belong on my dA anyway, I guess.
So, I have wasted a lot of your time here, and I guess, as always, I want to wrap this up before I waste more. But, I want to make something perfectly clear, and that is in my time, now, of having my personal life, “real life” as some would call it, in a pretty good balance, and I try to return to my old hip pads of the online world, I will always love and respect those I’ve met and called my Comrades on the Pokémon-X forums. I love all my friends, but them, they got a special reserve in my heart. With my senior year of high school next year, and the fact I can’t wait another year to get these feelings out there, I want it, again, made explicitly clear these people are the reason I know a space comes after a comma. That bumping topics is bad. Spam is bad. What the hell “The pot calling the kettle black” means, and that anyone called MJC is a cockbite and his soul wanders the internet eternally to this very day. And that Fanfiction is, rarely, but sometimes, even better than the original product or I.P, and that it has helped me in my fan works, and original ones, and anytime you like something I wrote, you can thank the people on this amazing and awesome forum. . .
And if you hate what I write, and can’t express it in a legitimate form of criticism like these awesome folks can, then GTFO.
Semper Fi.
Love and Waffles to Banov, "BB", Bob, Dave, Rick, Demonic, Recon, that chick who I hit on when I first joined but tried to bail out of it by saying I wasn't and she kept changing her name and I now have little to no recollection what it was but I think it had something to do with Vaporeon and/or her being the inspiration for the character "Rei" in BAPA an he name almost always featured a Tilda you know that squiggly thing above your Tab key (~) yeah that one, MJC (His trolling made me giggle sometimes.), Raz, (Best Best Buy clerk ever) and anyone else who I have forgotten! I owe you all a beverage of your choosing.
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