Post by bigbboy on Mar 27, 2011 22:18:35 GMT -6
Wow, so where do I even begin?
First off, I feel I owe everyone on this board an apology. Those who are new here as much as the old timers. My last departure from the forum was very sudden and also lacking any kind of explanation or attempt at a goodbye. I won't make excuses and simply say that I'm sorry for just outright disappearing... (Though I don't think this was the first time, for those keeping track.)
I honestly don't know why I never came back. Was it simply the increasing amount of work I had to do in my life, or the overall depression I had been slipping into, I don't think I'll ever truly understand it myself. When I left here though, I left with a lot of unfinished business. I left while in the position of a moderator, for which I was nominated for the worst mod award. Good choice on the winner by the way. Still, I do feel my nomination was deserved.
I also left perhaps my most epic work of fan fiction unfinished. Epic in scope, I remember spending entire nights writing in a delighted fervor as I advanced a plot who's conclusion even to this day I'm still not sure about. I appreciate all of the support that it has received. I'll admit it was a very novice level piece of work, but it's something I can still look back on and take a bit of pride in. I won't guarantee that it will get finished, but I can say that I will try.
In these forums I feel I found a second home, with people who I could relate to. It was a nice escape from the continued stress of my life back then. I can't say that I'll be as active now as I was in the past, the days of a mostly carefree life, only having to worry about schoolwork have long passed, and I know the demands of my life currently won't always allow me to be here. (Though the advent of the HTC EVO 4G should give me plenty of opportunity to check in more frequently.)
In the end, all I can say is that I'll try. So long as I'm welcome back, I'd like to hang out here for a while longer.
To all those who knew me before, I missed all of you. I hope to get reacquainted with all of you again.
To those who don't know me yet, I hope we get to be good friends.
To everyone with B/W: My Friend Code 4512-9797-6733 Hit me up if you need any of the starters. I have all but Oshawott. I need him to complete the final trinity.
First off, I feel I owe everyone on this board an apology. Those who are new here as much as the old timers. My last departure from the forum was very sudden and also lacking any kind of explanation or attempt at a goodbye. I won't make excuses and simply say that I'm sorry for just outright disappearing... (Though I don't think this was the first time, for those keeping track.)
I honestly don't know why I never came back. Was it simply the increasing amount of work I had to do in my life, or the overall depression I had been slipping into, I don't think I'll ever truly understand it myself. When I left here though, I left with a lot of unfinished business. I left while in the position of a moderator, for which I was nominated for the worst mod award. Good choice on the winner by the way. Still, I do feel my nomination was deserved.
I also left perhaps my most epic work of fan fiction unfinished. Epic in scope, I remember spending entire nights writing in a delighted fervor as I advanced a plot who's conclusion even to this day I'm still not sure about. I appreciate all of the support that it has received. I'll admit it was a very novice level piece of work, but it's something I can still look back on and take a bit of pride in. I won't guarantee that it will get finished, but I can say that I will try.
In these forums I feel I found a second home, with people who I could relate to. It was a nice escape from the continued stress of my life back then. I can't say that I'll be as active now as I was in the past, the days of a mostly carefree life, only having to worry about schoolwork have long passed, and I know the demands of my life currently won't always allow me to be here. (Though the advent of the HTC EVO 4G should give me plenty of opportunity to check in more frequently.)
In the end, all I can say is that I'll try. So long as I'm welcome back, I'd like to hang out here for a while longer.
To all those who knew me before, I missed all of you. I hope to get reacquainted with all of you again.
To those who don't know me yet, I hope we get to be good friends.
To everyone with B/W: My Friend Code 4512-9797-6733 Hit me up if you need any of the starters. I have all but Oshawott. I need him to complete the final trinity.